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The past 1000 issues of QX have seen a plethora of writers and contributors give their talents to the publications. From notable political activists (Peter Tatchell) to celebrity comedians (Alan Carr, Paul O’Grady) via more familiar gay scene personalities, these pages have been graced (and proudly disgraced) by an immense variety of opinions. But none of them have been as influential as a handful of people that put their own personal stamp and identity on the magazine during their tenure here.
QX as a product is something that exists, survives and continues only because each contributing talent has meshed their unique viewpoint into its wider identity. We invited the Editors and Deputy Editors from the formative years and more recent times to write a lil’ something looking back at their time here…
Stewart Who?: Former QX Contributing Editor and Writer 1994-2003
My life at MX was spawned via a snippy letter to the publishers. It praised the editorial, critiqued a perceived slavery to advertisers and challenged them to review my dwindling Sunday club night in Chiswick. Tony Claffey and Vince Tassone picked up the gauntlet, bringing Jeremy Joseph with them to the curious Platform 3. Owned by two very eccentric men, it was housed in cavernous railway arches and featured a bowling alley, swimming pool, flotation tanks and a library. Too drunk to notice my VIP guests, I finished off the night off by grabbing a mic and miming to Lou Reed’s ‘Goodnight Ladies’ whilst swaying with a pint of Guinness. They offered me a job on the spot.
My initial, faltering approach at the MX offices in ’93 was very analogue. I thought you could fax money to people and wrote my features in long hand, before typing them into the computer. John Major was the Prime Minister. The internet was yet to detonate, cameras had rolls of film in them and I had LOADS of hair. What happened over the next decade was extraordinary and from my perspective, life changing. They sacked me from the advertising department, but let me run riot on the editorial. MX split, became QX and it found a new vigour.
The magazine was highly ground breaking; edited by the fierce, fearless lipstick lesbian that was Jacqui Gibbons. She held court at Trade in a peroxide pixie crop and a skimpy mix of Lacroix, Westwood and fetish wear. La Gibbons infuriated the lesbian community to such an extent that the Lesbian Avengers removed copies of the magazine from every venue across London. We had arrived. Again. QX proudly embraced a cocky philosophy that was politically incorrect, dangerous and FUN.
Jacqui was an inspirational mentor and stepping into her killer heels was daunting – but also, the gig of a lifetime. I feel very blessed to have worked for such a radical, provocative, underground and creative publication. Tony Claffey gave me free rein to experiment with the editorial – but the WHOLE venture was an unhinged art project. From the acid house, Bauhaus, psychedelic and ultramodern graphic design from Denise The Lady to the hot, semi-pornographic butcher’s platter of the escort section, QX howled from the page. It was a weekly explosion of queer and chaotic content, both dark and glorious. It pleases me no end, that the magazine continues this tradition. It’s STILL the most edgy and informative free magazine in London, if not the world. Yes, the fucking world. Have you seen the free gay mags in other cities?
Of course, QX is a little sharper these days. More professional, one might say. In the early days, it was Devil Wears Prada Vs Trainspotting. For one cover, in the mid ‘90s, we chopped out a line of “coke” on the photocopier and scanned an image of someone snorting the alleged ‘line’ (see above, right). It was a dreadful cover, but we didn’t care, because being rock and roll idiots was way more important than competing with Tatler. In many ways, I bled my life onto the pages of QX during a somewhat chaotic period in my life. In amongst interviews with pop stars, short stories and book reviews, I charted nervous breakdowns, relationship angst, family trauma, righteous fury about HIV awareness, polemic rants, experiences of therapy and a persistent, slightly horrified fascination with the micro world that is the gay scene. Today, everyone seeps their personal life into the public sphere via social media. Back then, it was brave and unique of QX to allow a debauched and rave-damaged queen to document their bumpy ride from disco to downfall… and back again.
My years at QX were eye-opening, hugely instructive, stupidly exhausting, occasionally violent, brilliantly social, highly emotional, morally challenging, chemically fuelled, utterly hilarious, often shocking, sporadically heart breaking, highly addictive, harsh on the liver, politically inspiring, persistently insane, creatively nourishing, spiritually draining, wild beyond redemption and never, ever boring. We were a dysfunctional family, but a passionate one – we believed in the product and fought its corner with the passion of parents protecting their child. You should, too. QX is a slick gift, a weekly slice of saucy, honest, sassy LGBT culture. Love it, read it, fight for it. You’ll miss her when she’s gone. 1000 issues? Boom! Here’s to the next 1000.
The tequila boy pic was used in an ad campaign that ran in MX, before I started work there. It was used to launch The Box. QX publisher Tony recognised me from the advert. That was the other thing that got me the job. Makes me feel dirty.
Keith McDonnell: Former QX Editor, 2001-2003
Mine was a ‘rags to riches…to rags’ modern day QX Cinderella story that alas involved no high-heels or charming princes. It was the dawn of the new millennium and I had just left a demoralising job at CNN, so was on the lookout for something new and challenging. My friend Stephen Moore was running the sales department at QX and he wanted someone to join him at the coal face, as it were. I was available, had ten years of sales’ experience, and needed to pay the rent, so I thought ‘why not?’
I hadn’t been in my role long when the office was thrown into turmoil one Monday, which was press day, as the Bar News’ writer had gone AWOL. “Hold the front page,” I cried. Having done some writing in the past I jumped in and dashed off Bar News in an hour or so. It went down well, so from that moment on Bar News was mine. Within a year, after having proved my mettle by editing, if that’s the word, some truly execrable examples of Club News I was promoted to the position of Editor.
For a while I really did think I was the cat’s pyjamas, my arrogance far outstripping my abilities, but as Spider-Man says, “with great power comes great responsibility,” and in hindsight being able to troll around gay London quaffing as much free alcohol as I could physically consume was not really the best course of action for me.
Having said that, it was exciting to be at the helm of QX, as big changes were happening. The ‘sex’ elements of the mag were excised into a companion publication called QC (which current QX Editor Cliff edited), allowing a greater breadth of editorial in QX than had gone before. I interviewed and made Pam Ann a cover star before anyone else saw her mega-superstar potential, comedians Jo Caulfield and Simon Happily wrote for the mag, as did Kiki and Herb, whilst Stewart Who?’s new column, The Three-AM Boys was nothing short of genius. Of course, being Editor of a free publication that is paid for by advertisers often caused problems, and whilst most club promoters were a joy to work with, I found that those with the least amount of talent or originality unfortunately had the biggest egos.
I certainly learned on the job, and it provided me with invaluable experience – yes I made mistakes along the way, but who doesn’t? And it’s only fair to say that Cliff has done a fantastic job as my successor over the last eleven years. Happy 1000th.
By Matt Joshua (aka Tilda Basmati Rice): Former QX Deputy Editor and QXMEN Editor, 2004-2008
A Tale of 2 Editors – an ode to Clifftina, with sincere apologies to Charles Dickens.
It was the best of times (guest list, drinks tickets, experiments with dr…ag, free porn and pants, and a whole lot of laughs), it was the worst of times (reviews in the arse end of nowhere, in the cold, in the wet, the hangovers, the long-suffering boyfriends), it was the age of wisdom (who has the list, who has the drinks tickets, who lets you backstage), it was the age of foolishness (10 inch platforms and a baby doll in February! Seriously?), it was the epoch of belief (against my better judgement, I believe I’ll have another drink/bump/spin around the dancefloor), it was the epoch of incredulity (especially during my QXMEN days – “he put all of that in there?!”), it was the season of Light (Chris Jepson, c’mon on, gisa flash luv!), it was the season of Darkness (and darkrooms and dungeons – it’s like method acting, innit?), it was the spring of hope (hoping my Mum never found out what I did for a living), it was the winter of despair (and discount tents – camp, gurl!), we had everything before us (sometimes new escorts will give you a freebie if they think you work in sales – I didn’t, but certain others did!), we had nothing before us (especially on Bank Holiday Mondays when we had a rota for the office sofa, shaking, fuelled by coffee and cold pizza. Oh wait. There was no sofa! Just the floor. Ouch), we were all going direct to Heaven (and Trade, and G-A-Y, and Trannyshack, and Fruit Machine, and Orange, and the RVT, and HMD, and the Hoist, and Ted’s and the White Swan and the Black Cap, and on, and on) and…we were all going direct the other way (Oy vey, duckie! I’ll never be the same again!)
Congratulations on your 1000th issue!
Lee Dalloway: Former Deputy Editor, May 2008 to Feb 2013
QX was such an insane period for me, and it takes some distance and time from stepping off the party train to fully appreciate how it affected my life. Five years of mincing, networking, gurning, learning, long hours and living in a bubble of extreme queenery, drag and wide-eyed topless torsos. You really get to see ‘behind the curtain’ of London’s glittering gay scene™.
My first assignment called for me to choose between going on my friend’s private jet to party in the country manor of a rock star he was doing publicity for… or reviewing Barcode Vauxhall. I made a choice of career over debauchery for the first time in my life, but the two would be intertwined for the next half decade. After a month or so, I was made Editorial Assistant. Our Glorious Leader Kletus went on holiday and suddenly I was managing a magazine with zero experience in journalism. Talk about a baptism of fire – such is the way at QX Towers.
I must have done all right, as I was made Deputy Editor. I’d already been pounding the London gay scene for eight years when I got the job, but suddenly I was being handed free drinks left, right and centre, as my friends and I sashayed past the queues, getting into the hottest nights for free. I knew all the secrets, gossip and politics that affected the drag queens, DJs, gogos, bar managers, club promoters in this microcosm of madness.
I got to meet amazing people, seek out and hire great talent, interview celebrities, write ridiculously silly pieces and also serious ones that affected our community. Those particular articles often allowed me to let go of my own demons. One of the greatest moments was receiving an email from a young guy who read my personal account of depression and told me his article had made him think twice about ending his own life. It’s a humbling reminder that the words I typed out, often feeling like a hamster on a never-ending gay wheel, could actually resonate with people.
When I started I was 25, naïve, immature and full of wide-eyed wonder and energy, when I finished I was 30, exhausted, frustrated and had developed a cynical crust it took me a while to shake off. People think QX is a life of drinking, decadence and deviance – and it is – but it’s bloody hard work, too. I also gained invaluable experience that later allowed me to become Assistant Editor of Gay Times.
QX has the most dedicated staff I’ve ever seen; people who work extremely hard to promote and help keep alive probably the greatest gay scene in the world, who I miss working with to this day. None more so than my Editor and dear friend Kletus (that’s Cliff to you). We constantly fought like an old married couple, but, as a creative partnership, no-one could touch us, and I wouldn’t be the person I am today if it wasn’t for this wonderful man and insane magazine. Long may she rein with her tongue-firmly-in-cheek, face-down-in-the-gutter-view of all things homosexual.
Patrick Cash: Assistant Editor, 2013-present
What does QX mean to me? I would say it’s a reflection of the gay community in London, and a means of reaching that community. Occasionally, when I’ve interviewed people in my time at the magazine and asked them how they perceive that gay community in London, they’ve questioned whether there is a sense of community at all. Does being gay automatically join us together?
I think it does. Whatever our age, we know that being gay has set us apart from the greater cross-section of society. We’re aware of the difficulties each of us have been through, and that many of these difficulties will have been very similar. Growing up gay with no one else gay or mention of it in schools, the widespread normality of homophobia amongst adolescents, coming out to friends, coming out to family – and finally, coming out to the scene.
Where of course, the story never stops. The gay scene in London is a wonderful, vibrant, brilliant creation that is continuously evolving and changing its spots. You can enjoy a different facet of the gay scene’s jewel every night of the week in London, and QX both turns and spurs on those ever-revolving doors. And I’d have to admit that during my time here of just over a year, I’ve taken many a swing around those revolving doors myself, staggering into and falling out of various venues around town with drink, fag and keys clutched in hand.
But, if the city is a theatre, a scene is only one part of a greater whole. So, amongst the great and constant celebration of all that’s electric and happening in the clubs and bars, QX also integrates all other parts of that whole, which are often the darker parts that need to be spoken about.
During my time here so far we’ve featured a lot of stories I’ve been proud to be a part of, from ‘Growing Up Gay and Muslim’ to the Russian situation, to living with HIV. However, possibly most pertinently as to what’s currently affecting the gay community of London, are the ‘chemsex’ issues, where HIV rates are soaring due to drug-fuelled sex involving high risk. We’ve covered this extensively, and not just by moaning ‘this is bad’ repeatedly, but by trying to work with key figures to analyse why this is happening and, through identifying a source reason, possibly moving forward with a means toward a solution.
And I get to do this kind of work at QX because I’m lucky enough to work with a team that care about all aspects of the gay community in London. So, that’s what QX means to me: community, and a sense of ongoing, supportive solidarity.